Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Calming Down

I had some funny emails and calls and comments about my blog yesterday.

All I am prepared to say is that many years ago I was stupid and someone wandered into my life that was BAD news and that I never ever knew I'd still be conversing with five years later. I am tired of this person, tired of the shennanigan's ... tired of the repurcussions ... and tired of being taken advantage of. TIRED.

I went through the why me? stuff, I had my hurt feelings, I had my frustrations ... but now I'm also mad. I mean red-faced, heart pounding, show no mercy, take it to the mat, ANGRY. This weekend was the absolute last straw. I'm so tired of being nice, patient and an all around good person. I think when I was younger I was a bit of a doormat ... and a person who took in wounded people and all the problems that come with that. I have reached my limit. I am prepared to be as unpleasant as I need to be. What you don't understand is that I'm not alone anymore ... you're not just messing with some girl. Not only do I have a husband now, I have my family, his family- a virtual army that you will have to get through to hurt me again.

In other news, we have a hurricane sort of semi-headed in this direction ... we have a nice relaxing, drama free weekend planned, I got the movie 27 Dresses on my Netflix to watch-even though it's been out for over a year ... I'm starting to Christmas shop ... and I may get out to a yard sale or two ... footballl season is HERE and I could not be more happy! Look how my BOYS did this weekend!!!! Even Texas A&M won. I am SO thinking of having just a football, snacking weekend ahead and of course, fun with the Wii.