Monday, June 20, 2011

Status Update ...

So .... I have not been doing so well with my exercising. The gallbladder surgery derailed me big time! I was FINALLY getting into a groove and got to where I was looking forward to the gym when it all went down. I actually get BAD if I didn't go to the gym. Since the surgery I have been back ONE TIME. I am such a loser !!!

I just can not get back into the swing of things. Work has gotten SO busy for me. I have been managing a major project AND I took on some new accounts. The largest we have. There's a learning curve. I knew from the beginning that work was going to be getting more involved and that June would be CRAZY. I leave here, lately, more often than not, exhausted. It's ok - It will get better and it's not forever ... and it's just because my brain is exhausted from learning new stuff. No big deal, but it makes me NOT want to work out after work. I already have a 2 hour commute a day, plus 8 hours here. Then go work out? No. I am exhausted.

Anyway, I am thinking Zumba today at 5:30. I have been trying to talk myself out of it ALL DAY. All morning I have been thinking well it's too much to start with all over again. I should start small with water aeorbics. It's too hot- I should just do water this summer, yadda yadda. I'll do it next week. Maybe I should do water only for two weeks, then add in Zumba, etc ... I am GREAT at excuses.

So let's just be honest: It's MONDAY. Monday's are terrible. I rarely sleep well Sunday nights. I wake up tired. Blanca was being a pain this morning. I got to work late. I am STARVING but am not a breakfast person, so I have nothing here to eat... I have to wait til lunch. It's HOT HOT HOT and there has been NO rain ... and the last thing I want to do is drive the gym for a one hour HOT workout after working for 8 hours and being on the road a total of 2 for the day. BUT I am going to do it. I am just not going to think about it anymore today. I will think about it on the way home from work. If I think about it all day, I'll just talk myself out of it. One day at a time. I will not even committ to water tomorrow. Just ... get to Zumba today. That is the ONLY thing I need to do today. No cleaning, no cooking. JUST.GET.TO.ZUMBA.