Friday, September 24, 2010

I Wish

So I saw another blog where the blogger just let loose with a lot of her wishes and it seemed like a good idea ... so I will do the same thing. I won't worry about politics, other people's feelings, offending people or appearing selffish. It's just a stream of consciousness which I am actually a huge fan of. No better way to channel your feelings... and as of late, I seem to have a lot of them. Maybe this will help me figure out what I want. Here goes.

1. I wish family were easier.
2. I wish the government would get their STUFF together.
3. I wish I had more time to craft and create.
4. I wish the cool weather was here.
5. I wish I could lose 50 lbs.
6. I wish my wedding dress had fit better.
7. I wish I had picked a different song for our "first dance".
8. I wish we were already building our new house.
9. I wish I lived closer to my family or they would come visit ME more.
10. I wish all my friends were close by.
11. I wish Blanca would let us get another puppy.
12. I wish I had more energy.
13. I wish I lived closer to work.
14. I wish I were a gourmet cook.
15. I wish my best friend had not betrayed me.
16. I wish health and happiness for everyone I love.
17. I wish I wasn't getting these weird, hormonal headaches.
18. I wish I could sleep 100% through the night.
19. I wish my grandparents were still alive; I miss them terribly.
20. I wish Blanca were better behaved.

Tomorrow, because this does seem INCREDIBLY self serving and narcissistic, I will write down the things I am grateful for... it did help me see where my priorities lie ... or maybe it's better to say it has helped me to see what route I want to head in at work, at home, emotionally, physically, etc - might be time to print these babies OUT and hang them up.